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Idly By

by Idly By

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1.
A manifesto of our friends written in beer stains on the floor A broken glass, the way we laugh, it’s been a while since we talked ‘Cause I lose track of time And I still think of you and smile Open minds to closing doors I fucked up mine like you fucked up yours I’d be willing to try if you don’t mind My failing sight and my tarnished record Fish and Dick united at last You left your leopard print slippers on the basement floor among the broken glass I sat in the dark writing answers to questions you never asked Like “how’d you get those footprints on your heart?” Eye to eye for a moment so that I can tell Between the valleys and the peaks of your sweaty sheets are you living well? Inside your stride, echoes of the days you fell Every day you come home is a day that treats me well ‘Cause I lose track of time And I still think of you and smile If I could get what’s in my head well and right I would come to Adelaide and be your wife I’ve been blind, built a wall between fantasy and life Where there was never meant to be a divide Hip hop Sundays down in Adelaide, I’ll stay longer than a month this time And you’ll find we realign to the cadence of our morning sighs
2.
Dagget 02:28
Here I’ll sit, make it fit, I’ll be toiling I’ll catch my father when he’s falling In this filth I’ll be still and I’m missing I’m missing the way that you move We talk about the dark days as if we never lose faith Every time they rise, we greet them with surprise An uncertainty that runs so deep we forget We forget to breathe I’ve been making plans that involve all of my friends Stave off this convoluted haze, come live in this cave Where we’ll sit, make it fit, adorning mornings with stories Adoring the absence of all that inconsequential shit I’m just a faggot if you believe the words Of the stranger from his car on the corner as he turned You’ll be Norbet, I’ll be Dagget and we’ll Damn well do what we please Take what’s unimportant, this forlornness, and sort it ‘Cause you can’t live while you yearn
3.
idly by 02:37
You dig your heels in For good reason. You say you’re not leaving, there’s nowhere to go You just wanna get high The city sight’s streaming red lights ‘cross the ceiling and I’ve got the feeling that all of this is just a lie All of this is just a lie And we’ll sit idly by It’s self-inflicted, I don’t need this anymore Barely breathing on your kitchen floor All this calamity was once a good friend to me never thought to ask it why Standing in front of me, over or underneath, I hope we can get by I can’t remember when they took away the safety is it too late to atone When you’ve already fallen and the ground where you’re crawling is a mess of flesh and bone? We chose this, we’re broken, the mess we’re wading through Feels hopeless, keep going and when it’s through what will you do?
4.
Breathing 03:28
All this torment, ignored the warnings Now it's dawning, forced to forfeit, crowd’s applauding As we’re bleeding dry another evening Fingers teasing out a reason for indulging We call it normal as we’re falling Drinking forties, not recalling the next morning Discordant assortments Of thoughts without importance contorted Into something I could convince myself with To open up my eyes in the morning It’s not a crisis, it’s far more lifeless More a tightness inside of my chest. You’re the kindest Person I’ve met but we’re falling out of time So we’ll watch our own demise knowing we can’t fight it Just breathe. Just breathe away the pain You know that it’s too late, it’s happening anyway So breathe. Just breathe away the weight Just impersonate someone else’s brave face
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Dumpstar 03:28
The words you spat; “can’t live like that” With a drink in hand and a plan to hatch Listen to idle will kill ‘til you’ve had your fill Stumble out the back ‘cause you’ve got some guts to spill I just want to die Your glassy eyes reflected mine I get like this when I get fucked up When it’s cold and dark and I’m bruised and cut I’m surprised that I survived You had your fill in a little round pill Another empty bottle on your window sill I just want to die It weighed a tonne so you’d given up Another month gone by another door slammed shut I’m surprised that I survived I tried looking on the bright side, it crossed my mind if I don’t like it I’m fucked I tried walking in a straight line, it crossed my mind I didn’t like it cause I find it doesn’t rhyme with the birds in the trees I didn’t like it when the blood dripped down past your cheeks into The words you spat; “can’t live like that” With a target set on your own back
6.
Joel lost a bet Should have stayed in bed Should have never left his home He’s got nothing left Just a sign that says “I know you could but please don’t” He said “don’t come crying to me when this All blows up in your stupid...” He climbs too high Help me down. Help me down. Help me. Help me. Never learnt to fly Help me down. Help me down. Help me. Help me. He said “these dark days are upon us” And like the city bus he want to jump in front of We’re always late, smell like waste And we’re controlled by a son of a... He didn’t choose this He didn’t choose any of this He sees red, I’m told He sees red, I know.
7.
False Starts 02:52
Sit and smile trying to keep warm I’ll stay a while ‘cause your car won’t run Your breath fogged your window as I wrote this song Thinking about, thinking about what went wrong I said I know, but I don’t know You’ll think I’m crazy, I’ve been here before Spread my thoughts out on my friend’s dashboard The words you spoke on a Post-It note “Death By Piano”. Will you light my smoke? You’ll get some petrol in your cola can You smell of whiskey and you’re holding my hand You’re kicking rocks as you pull on my heart strings Ignore your Dad when he says mean things You try real hard, always a false start Sharpen your wits on a broken heart Let me carry you like you carried me Don’t be alone if you’ll make yourself bleed
8.
Lost count of hours since I last showered Lost track of days, it holds no weight I’ve broken the screen through which I perceive Seems to me that broken screens are filtering Everything we see A generation lost like moths Drawn to the ambient glow of a phone. Don’t you know? I Know A generation’s lust is lost when the Contact of eyes and hands is replaced by Likes on Facebook and a list of virtual strangers we call friends I’m afraid we’re shedding like a womb and pretty soon As month by month we lose all that good shit there will Be nothing left to do Nothing left to lose Like kids who want to make love but what the learn to do is subjugate Like in the pornos they subscribe to with their mates Hardly need to leave the house Can’t remember when you last went out Killing time with Netflix now ‘Til your friends log into WOW
9.
Bench Seat 02:26
Sitting next to me on a bench seat, you could barely contain Your lament for the government as the chemicals raced ‘round your brain You said “I don’t want to be here. Are you ready to go?” “I’ll never be rich and now they’ve made it so I can’t afford to be poor” Idle hands and a penchant for madness, you tuck your flask down the front Of your pants a manoeuvre you’ve practiced since your mother used to drive you to work You said “I don’t want to be here. Are you ready to go?” “The constant threat of this obstinacy puts all its weight right here on my soul” Your temperament left you short of breath as you poured it all out on the floor You haven’t a cent and your overdue rent tops the list of shit that you can’t afford You said “I don’t want to be here. Are you ready to go?” “I’ve counted 10,000 ways in which we’ve been lied to and it’s turning me into a ghost” Enact this; step backwards No reason, just leaving
10.
I quit drinking for the third time this week And I’ve stopped blinking because I’m afraid to fall asleep And I hope you feel better but that letter you wrote that said I shouldn’t speak Made me wonder whether I’ve ever done anything for anyone who wasn’t me We bend and fold and we get old, only reaping what we sow And what we’ve sown as we’ve grown older bore empty bottles and a lone marauder When your stories told and you’ve grown old and you’re only left with what you know I’ll be glad I never sent all those letters that I wrote And I’ve been climbing walls and my stories are tall, how about yours? Have you been falling through floors and hearing your neighbours thought? Have you found the cause? Reality means less to me Just one more chorus and I will force it just to free myself of you This isn’t for us, thought you’d adore it ‘til I read the words I wrote The cause of this chorus and lyrical nausea is I never saw a fall like this, hardened clay that forgot how to bend and twist Poor timing, this might be another cuewe’ve missed Stop fighting, remind me how to bend and twist Reality means less to me Just one more chorus and I will force it, won’t live like this Just one more chorus and I will force, bend and twist Just one more chorus with a place to sit Just one more chorus where my remorse will live My remorse will live

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released February 8, 2019

Lead guitar by Jake Thornhill, Backing Vox by Lady Dan Forget, Guest Vox on Concerned Realists by Bec Stevens. All songs written by Leith James. Concerned Realists co-written by Lindsay Mitchell. Album art by Lewis Godwin. Album photo by Ruby Fletcher. Drums recorded by Alex Upton at South Bank Studio. Album recorded and mixed by Laukey Bruce at Spare Second Recording. Mastered by Matt Hills at Hillside Recordings.

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